Have you ever just looked back in your logs and wonder "what state of mind was I in when i said that?" or, "Did I say that?!" or "that doesnt seem like me". Thats been hapeneing to me for a while.
What have I been up to? Look in "my day".

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Which Star Wars character are you? - Obiwan
which Episode II character are you?



Probably the greatest Jedi Knight of all. Like Obi Wan, you are wise and keep your feet on the ground at all times. You will not be outsmarted by anyone. You are always faithful to your friends. Be careful though, danger lurks around every corner - you could even be betrayed by those closest to you.

The-CTRL-ALT-DEL
Aura's. Ive been emarrased so much in class that my aurical energy was just going mad one day. I can sence someone... to my right (which is the direction Lindsey and some others I know are in) can sense it, or at least somebody is suckign it in. I felt it radiating back at me (which is normal) to my left, byt my right was going cold. Someone knew. Someone knows. Im going to channel my energies and see who. Although I am not near stong enough to send damaging energy blasts, i can send waves of warmth. Double my energy and I could help heal (significantly). Although it will take a while, I will figure out how to channel my warmth into a stream instead of a big blast.

In memory of Chuck, my pet guinea pig.
He almost turned 5, if only he would have hung in there just one and a half more months.
Chuck:
July 4, 1997(Estimated)- May 26, 2002
He had a good life. He died of cancer, evident because of a tumor on his rear end. I will never bed with pine shavings again.

Well.... What can I say...
And ive leaned why i wont let myself spend the night another guy's house (or let them here). Its my social (or devoid of one) life. I have had my social fill, and I just feel more comfortable at home for some reason. I am weird...
Can't wait till summer school.
Dont compare yourself to others, espically me. You'll find out they're more messed up than you think.

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Well, today many things happened. To be honest, im not sure what to make of some of it.
I guess I'll start from the begining.
First and Second period were the awards ceremony. I got the "Most outstanding boy Nominee" award, but was not a finalist or winner.
Third period was orchestra. I ate at B lunch (I normally eat at C), and it was okay. Most of my friends were there.
Fourth period we read our thingys. Legends. Mine was about Ozzy Osbourne biting off a chicken's head. I got the least applause.
Fifth period we all sat there bored. Almost trough it we went to the
DANCE!
They played many songs. No techno =(. But, alot of good Disco =). I danced and had fun the whole time, durign the first 2 slow songs just standing around. I had much fun, learning a new good dance (more than one). I got thirsty most throug, and they ran outa cola. I pooped. No, actually, I was pooped. I couldn't hold on much longer, I was sweatign like a hog. That was near the end.
I prayed to god last night for me to lose myself, and it looks like he listened. I totally lost myself, though I did not lose my identity like I hoped.
And here lies the ends. Im out of ideas.
Other one only contains names. Should be sorta safe, considering some of the other ones ive written...

I could write about every detail of my life. But, instead, I'll go through my day then point ojut miscelanious things later.
Yesterday I had nothing to do. I came home, watched tv, got dressed and went to my concert. After it I ate at Arbys and re-inmstalled Tribes 2, playing it a bit. I wanted to see Lindsey there, but she wasn't. I wasnt expecting her to go, after all, it sucked cept for the symphony's music (the level i'm in).
Today:
1st period: We did geometry constructions. What fun. Cleaned out lockers. Threw all my shiznit away.
2nd period: Stupid film. Stared at girls most period.
3rd period: Sightread a song "I will follow him" from Sister Act. It sounded familiar... but was xtremely easy. Would have been very hard if i had sightread it half a year earlier.
4th period:Watched a dumb film in science about the space race. Answered a worksheet, stared at girls most period.
Lunch: Choir came back. Locks turned in. Got a buck.
5th period: Watched some Scooby Doo. I personally would not voletarily turn to CN to watch it, but it wasnt as bad as the powerpuff girls, at least.
6th period: Played bingo. Yesterday we learned the Petrite (pasT) forms of verbs.
7th period: Finished most of "Remember The Titans"

Now, for the part I hate.
I have a pet guinea pig. His name is Chuck. About 4 months ago, we found a tumor on his hiney. He is almost 6 years old I believe. Now, he will barely eat. He only eats when i give him food. He barely drinks. His cage is devoid of shit. I cried for him. He probibly got cancer, if he doesnt die of hunger, cancer will probibly kill him. I wish he would at least eat. He's gettign thin. If he does die, I will most certanly buy another one, but Chuck will never be replaced. I will refrain from posting about him again until he actually passes away.